i really want to shout

i just never do.


i realized today, that I dont really talk about myself. Hear me out: I will readily discuss my concerns of my friends, chat about stress, meet new people...but I dont ever really talk about myself. If that makes sense. I don't talk about the things I'll write about. I noticed this when my friend said "what about you" and I started to talk about how I feel about life, and I had to stop because I felt like I was going to cry and like I couldn't talk. Maybe there are things I actually need to talk about, maybe I can't only help others, and ignore the fact that I'M breaking, or that I'M confused too.
Maybe I don't want to just talk about getting pulled over because the cop is bored, or the fact that I still have applications to do, or my busy schedule that limits plans... Not that I know where I'm supposed to start.