I haven't posted much, at all, this month.
I'm doing...okay...
I always come back to thinking about when people get to know me really well, and how I think that ends up hurting me. But then again, I'm a very easily hurt person. I guess that I just feel vulnerable when people know me well...but even when they do I feel like they barely know me at all. It's weird and somewhat pointless to explain. I also worry easily, about such things and where things are heading and if things are okay. Things are never fully okay, that's just realistic.
I'm sick right now. I relapsed into sickness. Coughing, two sneezes today, feeling faint and dizzy, headache. It happens.
lovelovelove.
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- claudia [is mostly here]
- Slowly i think im becoming more quiet but at the same time opening up to people who want to be open in return. I'm a pretty friendly person, and am always up for hanging out. Hi.
1 comment:
I'm the same way. I don't know if this is common. When I was reading this post, it was like I wrote it but not on some insanely personal level, I just knew exactly what you were talking about because I know I am this way and I have recognized it. I've said it out loud. I don't know how to help or what kind of insight to give, so I won't. I just wanted to let you know. Also, I miss you. I love everything about you. I hope this is a trend and other people feel the same way. I guess this is a little coincidental because you are vulnerable with me and I love you so much. Try not to worry about people not knowing you enough or not liking parts of you when they figure you out. I've worried about that a lot lately, so much that it makes me feel like people don't like me very much or they just don't care. but then I found out that they do. I can't figure out why but I'm told they all like me for me. Sometimes you may feel like you care about people so much more than they know, but maybe there are people who care about you so much more than you know too. This is why I tell you I love you so much. :)
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