So Ambiguous.

I guess this doesn't really matter anymore, but I still feel a duty to post now and then. It's a bit sad that I know why my posts slowed.
My birthday is this weekend. People know, but I haven't been going around reminding people. It's just awkward to me to say "MY BIRTHDAY IS THIS WEEKEND!" because I don't want to be some attention whore. There are other things going on that hold just as much significance. I guess me being 18 is supposed to be a big deal. Part of me believes that. Parent signatures on forms won't be required now, I'll have a few more rights, and technically be an adult. I'll still be at home, still have rules, still won't be able to do everything. It'll just be a day, and hopefully an okay one.
My mother is going to Spain Sunday for about a week. I encouraged her to leave Friday or Saturday so that she would have the most time possible there, but she wants to be here for my birthday. Which is nice of her. I hope her trip goes well though....some tricky stuff back there. over there.
I've been staying pretty relaxed about school...I'll still stress out really easily...but things are okay.
Overall things are okay, they could be much worse for me.
Happy valentines day....
lovelovelove