You know how there are people who fear rejection? I've never really considered myself one of those people. This afternoon however, I started wondering if I am just that. I do not know anymore.
My trip to Boston was good for a myriad of reasons, but I am now left feeling possibly more confused than ever before (in many aspects of my life). Today I felt easily irritated and frustrated with silly circumstances and things being said. Even things my friends would say I would jump at. Im stressing hardxcore all over again and freaking out about anything. The next few weeks: senior ditch day, the play, birthdays, prom, 24 hr relay, graduation. Good things? Yes. But right now those aren't helping. There is way too much going on and I can't handle it. I'm just freaking out and I feel like there are so many contradictions. It's gotten to the point where I don't even know what "be yourself" means. I don't know. Rambling.
love.love.love.
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i like that the days i decide to read your blogs are often the days you decide to write.
myriad.
like the cat?
myriad, just like the cat. and i like that too. i like knowing that it is read from time to time.
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