Optimistic?

So I'm putting myself in a weird mood. Or maybe others are causing me to put myself in a weird mood.
Factors:
1) School. Tomorrow I am going to school. And I dont like that my mind/body has accepted the feeling of "oh it's late, i need to sleep soon" when just yesterday I considered my bedtime around 2am. And soon I'll be having homework, and stressing and crying. I feel like I can't prevent that. I just don't know...
2)People. It kills me when I can't read people's thoughts. Wondering if they actually like me and want to be hanging out. If quiet means thinking. If distant means matching your own actions. I guess I have to tell myself that half of the time it really shouldn't matter.
3) cough. cough cough cough. Yesterday it was sneezing, and today begins the coughing.

Good news: I had great memories this summer. I should make a list. Also, now that school is starting I know I'll be writing in my journal more regularly. And there are good things to come, i promise.

i hate people that are rude. shut up. okay? okay.