Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Exhausted (but feels incapable of changing it)

First-off: i'm going to the last orientation session afterall which is a huge money saver and relief.

Secondly:
I have four days of classes left (then some finals...but we don't count those half days). I've been absolutely exhausted lately and though its crazy I only have four days left, it isn't really making school any more bearable. I haven't had much work, but the work I do have I have been struggling to do. I don't want this to be about "senioritis" though.
I hope this summer is grand. And I don't want to expect too much, but I definitely have some basic expectations like seeing old friends again, picnics, star-gazing, dance parties, drive-in...etc. But I am also hoping that there will be some exciting aspect to the summer, some sort of surprise. Last summer was actually really great, so I wonder if this summer will beat it. I'll have to not think of it as a competition.
Nicole is in town, but I've only seen her briefly. I hope that this summer I see both her and Alyssa a great deal because I'm not ready for those friendships to end.
24-hr relay is this weekend. I feel like I should be more excited. I know it will be fun but I hope I don't get dumb and that I stay in a good mood the whole time- we shall see. Mitchell will be in town for it and that will be nice to hang out with him a bit.
I'm having trouble concentrating due to exhaustion... I think I expected more of this post but that's okay...I should go write in my journal.
I wonder if this will be my last post of senior year...
lovelovelove
claudia

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