Sunday, October 24, 2010

Don't Let It Bring You Down

I spent a while pretending I didn't know
(did you know that I knew all along?)
because I told her I could keep a secret
and you had told her to keep yours.

You would think that vocalizing a secret
(which both parties already knew)
would do little to change a situation
and you would be wrong.

What a relief!
(So glad it's off our chests!)
Now we can muse like children
planning time before death.

But I propose a new plan,
that we forget the secret
(that it was revealed at all)
and run back to innocence and ambiguity.

It's just that I feel trapped
and I have this sinking feeling
(butterflies transforming back into worms?)
that we'll let eachother down.

Now we both know that no one (especially not me)
can predict the future
(but just in case- and
lets hope this is unnecessary)
sorry in advance.

I meant to say I love you I love you I love you!
Believe me always?
But mostly now.

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