Sometimes I feel like I get trapped in my dreams and can't get out of bed- even when I know it's late and I need to start my day. (I hope when I have a real job I can get out of bed on time.) It's like a deeper state of day dreaming. I will continuously fall back into some elaborate (usually random and insignificant) dream. This morning I was stuck in a dream about graduation. It was college graduation, but I was home and my mother was there. I was graduating, but I was also in the audience and looked on stage where 5-10 fellow graduates were sitting in chairs in a row. I made eye contact for a moment with someone who I don't talk to anymore. I looked away.
If I were to write a haiku about something I would say:
Care about people
Worry what they think of us
I don't feel guilty
Today I stepped out of an apartment building downtown and walked two blocks to a bus stop. The air was really crisp and I felt like I was walking around Boston. One of those moments in a season that brings you back to the same feeling you've experienced somewhere else. I was excited to be starting my day and glad to be alive. It is officially fall again and it will be okay. Okay? okay. I'm in control of this decision.
love.love.love.
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