It's a really sunny afternoon on a Saturday, and yet I'm stressing out. I layed on my bed for a while, putting on a mix a friend made me about a year ago. I layed the phone next to me, closed my eyes and covered them with my arm, and thought. I had no intention to sleep. Random things flew through my mind about how I was so sure of something that now I don't even know what to do with. And looking at other people and how happy they've been. And I even thought to myself, "why is it that I spend all week in school anxious for it to be Friday". It's never a fun mood to be in, the too-indifferent-to-get-up-and-do-something mood.
Each day a different person is leaving to college. It's weird, one by one.
Even now after each sentence I type I sit here and zone out for a few seconds before putting another one together.
I've only been in school two weeks, and already it's killing me.
Seeing the same patterns and the same annoyances.
I don't want to clean. It'll just get dirty anyways.
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i have the same problem
i get way too anxious
and i just HATE school
like everymorning when my alarm goes off i hold back tears and slowly get out of bed and force myself to go to school.
it sucks
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