Today is my mom's birthday. Of course I didnt realize this till 11pm last night. . . So I don't have a present for her. But I dont know when I could have. That's a horrible excuse, really, but I do feel so busy. And it's not just one thing, but everything that is stressing me out. Apparently I can say this a thousand times and people will still try and pick one thing and act like that's it. Okay...
So I don't have a present for her, and i thought she understood...but then she got really upset.
Today was an okay day.
Someone had a miscarriage. I know this happens often, but I can only imagine what it'd be like. I feel worst maybe for when the daughter has to be told that the new sibling they expected won't be coming as soon as they thought.
Wanted to study calculus after school, but had a meeting with my advisor, then had tennis.
laura and sydney were here when i got home. they were playing guitar. i think its beautiful. incense and tea and candles.
went to bed at 1am last night because i was writing, so i think tonight i'll try and get to bed earlier.
i really love you all
and some of you i really appreciate.
thank-you for the hugs because you like them, the notes because you can, the advice because we try :)
night
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if its still her birthday today,
then take her out to dinner, and buy dinner, or make dinner, or something like that.. i dont know.. and if its not her birthday still.. well.. then.. i dont know.. :/
but hey! its friday!
that makes up for it right?!?! weekend! yay..
-DG
i agree w your Dylan friend (wow that was def. an inverse of those words...which reminds me of Hamlet....which was one of my stress catalysts...and I'm getting worked up...and need to calm down) make her dinner or something else...maybe just a homemade card.
And speaking of tea ^ I'd really like to get some...right now. Peppermint?
i didn't know you had a blog.. until now :)
by the way i think you play the guitar beautifully, you should take lessons.
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