My sister answers with a demonstration.
haha.
Okay today was pretty damn good. (Minus the school factor.)
It got good when I went to Nicole's house, hugged her mom, sat on Nicole's bed. Then Skyla came and we came to my house for dinner.
And it was just really good. We told a lot of stories from classes, teased eachother, laughed a ton. Dillon came by surprise, and he sat with us. This is very vague, but basically it felt so right for the three of us to be together again, reminds me how much I love them.
Other than that:
- My parents are yelling at me, don't talk about it, i sure know i won't.
- I'm frustrated with not being able to tell what people are thinking. A normal frustration, I know. It just bothers me when I can't tell if I'm bothering people. Not in a "boo I want everyone to like me" kinda way, but in a "can you please be more direct with your point?" kinda way.
- Any little thing stresses me out. I feel like people have been noticing lately and saying "what's wrong" but the problem is I dont know what to tell them, I just get frustrated with myself and feel like I'm doing stupid things. Lately I say things like "oh don't mind me, i'm just an idiot" or other self-degrading statements. I used to not say things like this, and get frustrated when other people would say "you get this, but im stupid" because i knew they weren't. But lately I say these things so often, and I dont really think im trying to be funny or kidding... it's odd.
This weekend is just full of excitement waiting to happen.
I love friends,
and I love you.
lovelovelove.
1 comment:
I dunno what I want...I guess it's an option to stay in town, but I'm not sure. Uh...either CA or New England though...or maybe Illinois. Ugh I'm not sure.
But yes phone number may be useful to have...don't really want to give mine over this blog even if no one else seems to read them..but there are some whackos...so one of us should get the other's # from Cam. Then we can have a mad party. Mmm K.
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