Don't Deconstruct and Then Fill Me in.

This is me being UP. i feel a need to explain such things before i get started. Today was AMAZING and part of me doesn't even know why. It's like, nothing happened, but the most random and coolest things happened...kinda like Waiting for Godot, non?
Kay so SATS: I got there at 730, pretty impressive. But then the room we were put in (at 8) was two people over, so emily and i got kicked out and had to go back to get in another group...so we didnt start till 845...and we got out at 145. if you think about that: 730-2, is almost a full day of school. crazy. Luckily, I feel like i did considerably better this time than last, we'll see.
So then I realized that I didn't see the point in going home, and Christiana, Emily, and I went to coolcats, very good time.
Afterwards I didn't want to drive to AG, but didn't want to drive home, so i called and such....
Hayden picked up. Me: What are you doing? Him: Nothing. Me: Are you home? Him: Yeah. Me:Well what are you doing? Him: Hanging out. Me:By yourself? Him: Yeah...
So we decided to hang out. He would have to drive from AG, which was fine. I drove to Mitchell Park, parked, walked around. I walked to the library and he called to say he would be late, which was fine. So I just chilled on the free computer at the library. It's cool they have this free computer lab where people were watching movies, writing e-mails, looking random things up.
So then I headed to meet him in the gazebo, where we checked for (and found) signs of wax. But we had to GO somewhere. He wanted to go to the train station. We went the opposite way he wanted (that would still get us there). Once we were there he wanted to cross the bridge, so we did. We were then in the neighborhood by sinshimer, by terrace hill. We walked randomly through the neighborhood, ended up by French hospital, walked the opposite way of downtown on Johnson. We saw all this stuff that deserved to be captured with a camera, but alas, we did not have a disposable handy. So we walked and talked about basically everything, it was really good. And then Sabina came up (because we were near her house) so he said to call. This was about a 20 minute walk at this time (from her house). She answered, I didnt tell her who I was with, so we turned around back towards her house. I told Hayden at this point that her neighborhood confuses the hell out of me. Hers and the one off of foothill where bishop's peak is.
Luckily I vaguely knew where her street was, because i recognized a few others streets in the neighborhood that we walked by. So we got there, Hayden surprised her, and we took her dog on a walk. We wandered to Sinshimer park, past people playing frisbee golf, down the path that at night (from the end where the parking lot is) is illuminated by a mysterious light. We walked to the playground, and I looked at the place where I worked over the summer. And the weather was beautiful. So I said "it'd be really cool to go and sit on the pitchers mound, and just sit". Not the random field, but the main one, gated and all. So we crawled under (with some difficulty and pain). Tables ended up not being necessary, ha. Sabina's puppy stayed behind, barking a lot at first, but then accepting the fact that we were going to continue on our mission. So we found the way down to the field, and walked across the perfectly trimmed grass. And we went to the middle, and sat on the mound. Everything was so beautiful. It was just perfect and i felt HAPPY. The three of us talked for a while about random things, about life.
Eventually we headed back up, back under the gate, got the dog, began walking back. So hayden and i walked her back, back down the path, back past a new group of people playing frisbee golf. Sabina gave us a very fancy and complicated way of saying "turn right at the stop sign"...but we figured it out. i walked by familiar houses, but we (mostly me) decided it would be best to leave that for a more appropriate time...and we walked to the train tracks. We looked for shards of curled metal and railroad spikes. We walked on the track. Up ahead we saw someone in a building looking at us, someone working for the station. I didnt really care though, and we kept walking. When we got to the station we walked off of the track, and back to our cars at mitchell park. We then got in his super awesome father car and drove to kelsey's dad's house (difficult, she wasnt there) then to her mom's. She was in the shower so i took her guitar and played for her outside of the bathroom door. She thought it was her brother and she kept saying random shit. When she finished the shower she opened the door and THERE I WAS. So we went in her room and she pulled some clothes on (impressively fast) and we got in the car, taking advantage of the T-whatever aspect. Hard to breath but amazing. Taco bell real quick, i buy hayden dinner, atm, play. hayden payed which was very kind, i suppose this was because i bought him dinner. we sit on the floor.
PLAY WAS AMAZING. crazily amazing. And the thing is i dont even know. the play was kinda about nothing, but also about everything. i really want to see it again. And everyone in it was SO amazing, it wasl;g algjawoetjgb aJUST SO GOOD. i dont even know, i dont even know. but you all should have gone.
So i congratulated everyone, and was then ridiculously exhausted, so hayden drove me to ze car.
and life was just so great.
so i got home, and laura was in her room with friends. they have six movies. i opted out of excorsism of emily rose, opted out of the living dead (i think thats what it was), and hopefully they'll call me or wake me up in six or so hours if they watch tv set. As i walked away i heard laura whimpering and her friends trying to tell her that it wouldn't be that scary. itll scare the shit out of her. ha.
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anyways, it might not have sounded like a lot, but we walked everywhere today, and talked of everything. it was so great.
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love you all.
and tomorrow will be great too!
my dad's in the plein aire show at the art center, but im worried they take it down tomorrow. if you get the chance and its still up, you should DEFINETLY check it out. my maja says he one a prize, which is great. :)
i hate the word definitely. i spell it wrong every time
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